Not really an update, it's just that it's been a while, a long while actually, that I quit bitching about:

- my workplace ( still a sort of fish market, still hate it),
- my work conditions ( still suck big time),
- my mommy boss (still the same m*****f****** b****),
- my mean colleagues ( still wish to punch "Mr. Microsoft" the a**whole right on his face),
- the noisy printer next to my desk ( still used as a "bus stop" to bother me)
- the spying intrusions on my computer ( yup, still going on and on)
- the sexual harrassment ( still varying from looking at my butt to some "accidental" fiddling to some inapropriate comments)
- the unfair treatment, segregation, rights abuse... due to my "contractual" status
- ...
Aaaah, seems I still didn't get a lot off of my chest ! Who said "Patience is a vertue"!? No! Patience is an act of heroism, a brave sacrifice but also a stupid hope that things will change one day!



I dunno... I think... I guess... that tonight I just lost a sister for some irreconciable differences... things will never be the same and that hurts so bad...

Update (28-05-07)-Clarification:
- When I said I lost a sister, it wasn't because we had a fight or sth
- Our irreconciable differences are related to some "ideologies" and life choices
- When I said things will never be the same, I didn't mean that we no longer talk to each other
- I helplessly felt like I am no longer capable of helping and protecting my beloved sister
- We still play Uno together ;)

Clear enough ?



Love can be so strange
Don't it amaze you?
Every time you give yourself away
It comes back to haunt you
Love's an elusive charm and it can be painful
To understand this crazy world
But you're not gonna crack
No you're never gonna crack

Run my baby run my baby run
Run from the noise of the street and the loaded gun
Too late for solutions to solve in the setting sun
So run my baby run my baby run

Life can be so cruel
Don't it astound you?
So when nothing seems too certain or safe
Let it burn through you
You can keep it pure on the inside
And you know what you believe to be right
So you're not gonna crack
No you're never gonna crack

Run my baby run my baby run
Run from the noise of the street and the loaded gun
Too late for solutions to solve in the setting sun
So run my baby run my baby run

Find out who you are before you regret it
Cause life is so short there's no time to waste it

So run my baby run my baby run
Run from the noise of the street and the loaded gun
Too late for solutions to solve in the setting sun
So run my baby run my baby run

Garbage from album: Bleed like me



PS: that's my song and mood of the moment.


Well, I simply love anything related somehow to blue: blue sea, blue sky, blue cars, blue houses, blue perfume*, blue jeans, blue shirts, blue jewelery, blue eyes, blue paintings, blue blog's templates... anything blue !
Unfortunately there's no real blue cat, except my new born, less than one month old, "russian blue"* and I feel so blue since I've lost it yesterday :'( [Oh yeh, I'm addicted to cats, too]

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my favorite perfumes: Light Blue and Blue Garden ( on pic)
* Russian Blue & Russian Blue



فـمّـة الـّلي يـحـبّ يـشـويـه كـلـّو وإلاّ يـشـوي الـكـبدة بـرك،
و فـمّـة الـّلي يـحـبّ يـمـشـمـشـو للـعـظـم،
و فـمّـة الـّلـي يـحـبّ يـقـطـّعـو طـروف هـبـرة،
و فـمّـة الـّلـي شـابـع بـيـه و فـمّـة الـّلـي مـوش لاقـيه،
و فـمّـة الـّلـي يـتـوحّـم عـلـيـه، مـرّة يـحـبّو مـرّة يـكـرهـو
فـمّـة الـّلـي شاريـه و فـمّـة الـّلـي بـايـعـو،
فـمّـة الـلّـي مـسـتـغـلـيـه و فـمّـة الـّلـي مـسـتـرخـصـو

مـسـكـيـن لـحـمـهـا... حـوّاء






Comme vous censurez tout ce qui peut " destabiliser le pays" ou "porter atteinte à sa sécurité, à son image, à ses principes ... etc", alors je me demande qu'est ce que vous attendez pour éradiquer un blog gay sur TN blogs [ ne faites pas semblant que vous ne le savez pas;)].
C'est un blog qui prône une liberté sexuelle contraire à notre identité arabo-musulmane ( qu'on ne cesse d'affirmer et à la quelle on semble tenir) , contraire à nos moeurs et traditions et contraire à loi tunisienne en vigueur.
Ce blog réclame pour les gays leurs droits à afficher leur homsexualité, à léguer leurs biens à leurs partenaires et même à avoir ou adopter des enfants! Mais où sont donc passés vos " ciseaux" ?

PS: Message à la TN blogs "tolérante": illi ma 3ejbouch klemi yeteflak !



Everybody heard of the tragedy that happened two days ago in Sfax. There's been a lot of buzz about it but what is weird is how people can be so "mean" in such situations !

Today, I got back to work and everyone was stopping by my desk not just to ask if one of my family members was hurt or if I've lost someone in that tragedy* but also to make some rude inappropriate comments such as :

- You, people of Sfax, are known to be working all time, sleeping by 9 pm, how come you go to late muscial show ?

- You, people of Sfax, love to death Music ! ( with laughter !)

- You, people of Sfax, got the money, you're said to have a good sense of organization, so how come such thing happens?

- You guys in Sfax don't know how to stay in a queue, stick to a seat in a theater !

- Thankfully, you sfaxians have the best medical talents since almost all of you are smart enough to handle medecine studies.

- So how would the "stars" react when this happened? bet they were shocked! They'll swear never come back to Sfax again!
...

Anyways :
  1. What is more important, the victims ( dead or injured) or the fact that they're sfaxians? is making fun of a region that's still mourning accpetable?
  2. Have those dumb asses heard of the word " fate", what's called in arabic " kadha wa kadar"? Do they have some magic words to stop death when it strikes down?
  3. Why would they think that because I'm sfaxian, they'd get some more details for some more mean gossip ?
  4. Do I have to list all the "F***" words dictionnary on such a grey morning?
Pfffff, screw them all !

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* for the record, I lost a kid in that drama, one of my former high school kids (= students), she was only 18 years old! And yeh, thanks Am Fine !